Waste Wood Records – Paul Sellers’ Blog

It was a sort of pocket

nothing more than a sort of sphere really

but he lived in it

lived for it

was made for it 

and he loved the way he was surrounded by it

Embraced day in and day out 

in the envelopment of his working

less by the shop in bricks and mortar

but by the atmosphere of mixed sights 

the sounds and smells 

and what of the tastes that came in silent waves

to his tongue and lips 

with each different wood picked from the pile 

the racks and stacks 

beyond the tools with which he tackled all things 

in the reshaping and fit 

where the wonder of working wood with his own hands 

seemed to him so never-ending 

but he never waned except for an odd moment

to regain a lost strength in his legs or arms and sometimes both

in his wanting his working to ever stop 

even when his body tired

wearied into the lateness of a day well worn

he’d somehow find the strength in mind and body to kindle contentment

by the working of his hands in an unceasing way

throughout the day

continue on into the late night when all was still and silent 

and he joined another to its brother with a joint well fitted tight and trim 

wood to wood 

gapless 

dense-grained 

hard and firm 

beneath the plane’s smoothing rush 

resisting where it could the saw’s sharp tooth 

severing away the waste wood by a kerf’s thinness 

from the wanted

And in his darkened pocket where the thin 

light spread from its long white strip

and the shavings gathered 

from the strokes of planes and seemed to hurry and scurry 

from his ever-moving feet 

he stops to lift cold tea to his lips and dream of a day-long gone 

when another sought help to lift a beam to the bandsaw’s table 

and then two push by steadying hands and arms 

its mass to the line of taut spiked-steel teeth

The sound whips up with the pushed button

shows gathering speed and in the fuller pitch of the motor’s willing 

steady readiness declares its time to push more the beam into the teeth

where each man leans in

this way 

then that

eye to the line 

hands to the push

steering

coaxing 

guiding the mass in its passing through the friction-warmed teeth 

and at the pressing of the red button 

the command comes to cease motion 

and the blade slows for  a minute then another

until it no longer moves along its fixed and rigid path 

it rests now instead

its glistening teeth perfectly aligned 

for more cuts on another day in another wood

and so it is for the man that lifts once more the cold tea to his lips 

in the new silence of late evening 

when the darkness falls 

beyond the workshop door 

and the shavings drift 

with each kick of a man’s feet to nest beneath the bench

in the working of his day.

The stacked shorts of off-cut woods 

tell different stories 

where the man’s past workings come to life

in oak and sycamore, beech, cherry and walnut

and what of that deep red wood they call mesquite 

so darkened now by the sun’s sincere brightness 

reminding him of the days past in an early nineties spring 

and an early morning start where the yuccas grew

with the prickly pears and flowers spread 

in full bloom

when he drove, the man,

into ten thousand acres and a million

more beyond of wild Texas ranchland 

to find a single tree in a forest of its kind

driving a forty-five-year-old flat-bed Dodge truck 

carrying two brown Borden milk crates

loaded with a chainsaw 

a gallon of gasoline, ropes, a come-along,

three spare chainsaw chains fresh sharpened the evening before 

in readiness for the day’s cutting

along with his shotgun just in case 

Five thousand miles separate the man maker 

now from this distant source 

his distant past

in realms unknown to most and the ones he knows 

he’ll likely never cut a tree from again

It was the gentle flowing of a Dry Frio river

through a dead-end canyon

and the distant lowing of Texas longhorns 

in a herd of fifty or so 

he craved to be surrounded by once more

Until you’ve known it you’ll never understand the wildness of remote cutting 

when the Javalena dart from the undergrowth of brush 

in a squealing keening frenzy of mad rushing

then the evening creeps in and the coyotes start

their banter 

in the bursts of unending shatter only they can do

as if they’re right there next to you 

and you drop that last limb

load up before dark settles 

and you can’t quite find your way back to the track 

across the gravel river bottom of the Dry Frio.

It’s tamed now 

the old man’s life in making

boards of oak from the USA that travel the seas to its UK supply 

along paved roads and life’s

easier than the mesquite-covered lands of south Texas 

in a 1951 Dodge flatbed truck. 

Picking through the history of shorts 

stacked ready to retrieve 

for a new drawer and door framing a panel 

raised to a lambs-tongue mould

will always continue to translate him to past ventures 

in his locating of wood 

whether it be to cut and harvest or buy from the hardwood supply place

it’s not like a leaflet of swimming in a swimming pool in Turkey 

or sitting on a beach somewhere in Greece 

sipping cocktails from pristine glasses 

wearing flip-flops and bare-legged in Bermuda shorts

this man never knew such things 

from a life spent raising the means 

to clothe and feed a family 

loved his piece of wood

that box made

the sold pieces 

mark the pages of his memory 

when the mesquite beans hung and swung from thorned branches

in a certain swaying 

facing the glint of a Texas setting of a summer evening’s sun 

and there he is sitting on the tailgate as the Whitetails gather in around him

dipping their heads to graze and raising them to check

he’s still there where they knew he’d sat leaning back on his mesquite log

and the branches that he took from the wild the Whitetails thrived in.

As an older man 

an old man 

saying of things seen 

that younger ones can’t altogether say because they haven’t 

yet arrived to see and understand of what’s said

speaks in rhythmic meter 

Pulsing words that disturb

an atmosphere of silences

The pieces placed

stacked

steadied 

line walls and lay out on shelves

enclosed under benches wait to be lifted

from layers of dust

that waft in clouds at the man’s speedy passing

The trace of its presence settles

unceremoniously as a fallen curtain

and the mouse leaves a trail from 

its limp tail in the same dust with tiny

footprints that scurried in a hurrying away

from a workman’s boots

The wood placed

gets turned from face to face and the man

casts his eye along the length to look for twist

a bend and rough lines left by the sawyer

who in laziness failed to correct a recalcitrant  tooth

with a lone twist from pliers held there in his right leg pocket

The wood stack settles the more 

in the well there

at the end of the bench

as if waiting for a hand to lift it the more to the vise

and then the squeezing starts 

locks on

in a single twist

and the threaded rod in its spiralled steel 

threads

passing through the jaws holds

firm the wood 

levelled in place and steady

for the plane’s swiping

the shavings spill once more

in quick succession distanced

by the length of an arm

and soft settle to the workshop floor 

by the outspread outstretched feet

of the man who offers the plane

more and more

until the wood now levelled and untwisted

takes its mark from the pencil point

gets placed apart from the rest

and the man snatches another 

and another 

and another

and another

to work into true straightness

a squared edge alongside

and then the work settles the man

replacing the plane where the stacked

wood was

It was the pencil lifted between finger and thumb

A poised tool point made to mark first his wood with

before permanent cuts were made to sever

and the unwanted yet to fall to his feet

where the bench legs held steady the squat-square

long rectangular workbench 

It was the readiness for new work 

unfolding thus that took each move and linked

everything together in slow deliberate motion

by the smoothing

of his wood

which lay in sticks as stems each alongside the other 

by its brother

in squared pieces now tried, trued and straightened 

that took the marks well

on each smoothed surface and though thinly made

the fine graphite lines in silvered grey-black

gave all the man needed to guide him 

in the cutting of his wood

and there the tenon lay alongside the uncut

Mortise lined out in the oak 

both ready to be sawn and chopped and fitted